General Addressing My Own Issues

[lovinbiker]

Hi all,
I just wanted to share a little, Anyone reading my previous posts will know That I had to split with my sufferer a little while back.

Now I know I did that to help her look after herself and strongly believe that maybe in time we can try again.

In the meantime I have made a start addressing my own issues. I have suffered some depression in the past and been on anti depressants before. The separation hit me hard and tremendous feeling of guilt and sadness came over me. I felt I had let her down and still do to some extent and let myself down too.
I have joined another forum for my depression and have seen my doc and am now on anti depressants again. I am hoping to be able to see a therapist soon. I have started reading again ( havent done that since school)

Im trying to get my life back in order, end the sadness that I feel and come out the other side a better stronger person. So that I can smile again and love life and MAYBE be the carer I so want to be for my sufferer even if thats just as her friend, as I care too much about her to lose her out my life.

On a parting note I would like to thank this forum and some particular members ( you know who you are) for helping me get where I am now
LB

 

[Jawn]

Sounds like a great plan biker. You hang in there and get yourself "better". And drop in and keep us posted on how you are doing too.

Jawn

 

[lovinbiker]

Hi thanks Jawn, I will be staying on here too as its still the best forum about :)
LB

 

[amethist]

Great to hear your doing all you can to take care of yourself.

Don't forget to set your alarm, you got some snow to shift tomorrow. ;)

 

[lovinbiker]

Thanks Amethist :)..... You sure you dont wanna keep the snow haha:D

 

[amethist]

If you not got it yet. Be warned, it is on its way to you. But from the Irish sea, not from the North sea, where ours came from.

So you can't pin this one on me. :p

 

[ISupportHer]

Sounds like you have made some good choices. I mean things like seeing your Dr and being back on meds. Glad you are doing that!

ISH

 

[Jawn]

And it sounds like he will be starting an exercise program soon too! Shovel that snow! :p

 

[lovinbiker]

So you can't pin this one on me

With a witch as your Avatar Im sure you can do anything including change wind directions :D

Thanks ISH I feel better for just having made the decisions so in time im sure I can get where I want :)

 

[Tinyflame]

LB I think that's great, maybe something else really-good that has come out of this. Much healing and happiness for you!

..Hey is 'snow from the Irish sea green' ? ;)

Hugs and best wishes
Meg

 

[anni]

Whew. I was reading that ( I'm a little behind things ) and saw 'On a parting note' and thought perhaps we'd lost out to the other forum. :) I thought, Oh No, don't go yet! :)

I know you're quite talented with the mechanic stuff, but still think you'd make a really, really good you-know-what, you know. You have a gift for seeing things in people, and breaking down dynamics. It's useful in life all over the place, however, so wherever you find yourself in the job marekt I'm sure you'll be wildly succesful, you know.

You just mentioned books, which of course gives me an opening for 14 boring paragraphs on the subject elsewhere-fair warning.

You already know what I think of your qualities as a Carer.

:)

Anni

 

[lovinbiker]

Hey is 'snow from the Irish sea green'

Ha ha I only ever been give advise about yellow snow not green so im not sure lol ( didnt have any snow though thankfully)
LB