I was diagnosed with PTSD in 2007 after my first tour in Afghanistan. I was really hard to accept and I was faced with a choice, either I ''get better'' or I would eventually be released. I got ''better''. Very few people know that I have PTSD as where I live your medical condition is only disclosed to your chain of command if it affect your job. I joined this group to exchange with people who like me, seem t olive a perfect life on the outside, but live a constant battle inside.