Afraid Of Myself

[y5L]

I am afraid of my own messed up thoughts and feelings- I sometimes have scary urges to hurt others. My closest friends are convinced I wouldn't ever abuse anyone or become violent, but I'm still afraid that those urges will become too strong and I'll act on them.

 

[Justmehere]

That can happen with several mental health conditions - including OCD, an anxiety based disorder. There can be strong links to PTSD. I used to have thoughts like that when I had OCD. I was so scared I would act on them, which is apparently part of the disorder. I'm not sure what is going on for you, but just wanted to tell you that you are not alone in this.

 

[y5L]

Thanks for reminding me that I'm not alone!