oh and I mean to add, that while I really do not think we are all alone in the cosmos, the whole thing out there/here in space, I do think I am maybe a lot less afraid of alien abduction and aliens than I am the people that have up unitl recently existed around me. I have so for sure been fcked over bigger by people here on this planet than from anywhere else in the entirety of time. But somehow I dont think that is what you are referring to , and I am not sure anymore what I am referrin to ...because of sourse now I am wondering all over again. How much trauma have I had to contend with? how much have I supressed? How much do I need to get out and worked on and also last but not least will I be able to work on this too and learn to manage this also, because pas and PTSD aside...I want a life again !!!!
wow I cant believe I said that...
~me
thankyou for this thread, good to question more I think...I am trying please know that.~
wow I cant believe I said that...
~me
thankyou for this thread, good to question more I think...I am trying please know that.~
