Princessxx
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My boyfriend got into a hit and run moped accident almost a month and a half ago (on his way to my house) and I haven't heard from him since. I've done everything in my power to try to get ahold of him. He has seen my messages but chooses not to respond. All these time, I never thought of it as something that he would do to me on purpose because I know him very well and he's a great man. We have a good relationship. But not having him around has been extremely hard. For the past few weeks I've been very paranoid whenever I see moped and motorcycles on the road. I just think that I'm about to witness them get into an accident. Also, his landlord told me that my boyfriend drove a blue honda when he came to pick up clothes. Ever since then, I just can't help but look at every single blue car that passes by on the road. I just cannot help these things and I don't know how to stop.
Just last night, I've talked to my bf's bestfriend and he told me that my bf had left him a message. The friend said that my bf was definitely not himself and only knows his mom and his family. He doesn't even know his bestfriend for 8 years. He doesn't know me and everyone else either. I started crying and became depressed. I don't know how to cope. Part of me was relieved knowing that this wasn't a personal thing and he wasn't trying to avoid me on purpose. But I'm also scared that what if his memory of me doesn't come back at all? It hurts so much that someone you love, talks to and sees everyday suddenly doesn't remember you after an accident......
I would love to hear any advice from you guys. It helps me so much reading comments here, especially from those who have been in my shoes or my boyfriends situation.
Just last night, I've talked to my bf's bestfriend and he told me that my bf had left him a message. The friend said that my bf was definitely not himself and only knows his mom and his family. He doesn't even know his bestfriend for 8 years. He doesn't know me and everyone else either. I started crying and became depressed. I don't know how to cope. Part of me was relieved knowing that this wasn't a personal thing and he wasn't trying to avoid me on purpose. But I'm also scared that what if his memory of me doesn't come back at all? It hurts so much that someone you love, talks to and sees everyday suddenly doesn't remember you after an accident......
I would love to hear any advice from you guys. It helps me so much reading comments here, especially from those who have been in my shoes or my boyfriends situation.
