Well first if all good night(2:45am here).
So I'm going abroad in about 4 weeks to The Channel Island for an internship for 5 months, the rest of my class is already there and I have to go a bit later so I can see the psychologist a few more times before I depart. I see their positive reactions at facebook and I feel like I'm left behind. I know seeing the psychologist is very important but still. I want to just go somewhere els and not think of home for a while. If I fail on this internship ill have serious suicude issue's because after I became an army reject this was the only thing I liked doing and if this fails ill be pretty skrewed. I'm scared that ill do something stupid in the upcomming 4 weeks so that I can't go :(.
But I wanted to ask: did any1 els had some sort of problem like this?
Thanks in advance
So I'm going abroad in about 4 weeks to The Channel Island for an internship for 5 months, the rest of my class is already there and I have to go a bit later so I can see the psychologist a few more times before I depart. I see their positive reactions at facebook and I feel like I'm left behind. I know seeing the psychologist is very important but still. I want to just go somewhere els and not think of home for a while. If I fail on this internship ill have serious suicude issue's because after I became an army reject this was the only thing I liked doing and if this fails ill be pretty skrewed. I'm scared that ill do something stupid in the upcomming 4 weeks so that I can't go :(.
But I wanted to ask: did any1 els had some sort of problem like this?
Thanks in advance
