Can't Seem To Eat...

[The Albatross]

Leah why are you telling someone with an eating disorder to grab an empty food? Christ.

 

[lostforgottensoul]

Gaw... if you want nutrition quit zeroing on on chemicals with a pop top.

I know, its just if all i do is drink water and cant seem to even force myself to eat anything, its better than nothing. Its nutrion...

I dont know if drinking more water will help but ive been drinking if all day, on my 2nd bottle and only been up a few hrs and i was about to eat until ny dad made me REALLY upset so i guess that shows its following my emotional/mental state.

But i do feel dehydrated. Is there a reason that i feel dehydrated even if im drinking a ton of water?

Also have to do laundry but all i wanna do is go back to sleep...im also now super dizzy....

I HATE MY LIFE!

 

[The Albatross]

No doubt you are, you are nutrition deprived.

 

[The Albatross]

I have to ask is this defiance, retaliation or a sense of control? Withholding adequate caloric food intake is an issue... and it has squat to do with your previous gall bladder issue.

You sound preoccupied over constipation and negligent on nutrition.

 

[lostforgottensoul]

Leah why are you telling someone with an eating disorder to grab an empty food? Christ.

I dont have an eatting disorder. Not really. I want to want to eat (if that even makes sense); i just dont feel hungry, ever.

I try to eat and force myself to and i certianly dont think im fat or anything. Im a bit under weight but not like super bad. Or at least not bad enough to spark any Dr to be worried or mention it. And you cant see my bones or anyrhing.

 

[The Albatross]

Hmmm... yeah "I don't feel hungry ever" is not an eating disorder?

 

[lostforgottensoul]

I have to ask is this defiance, retaliation or a sense of control? Withholding adequate caloric food intake is an issue... and it has squat to do with your gall bladder.

My gall bladder was taken out, so it cant have anything to do w/ it, i dont have one.

I was just saying when i had the gall stones before it was removed, i couldnt eat anything at all or id throw it up so he said that boost & baby food would be best and at the time it was all i could eat.

I dont with hold caleries. If anything, when i eat it has a lot of calories.

 

[The Albatross]

You don't eat unless your dad "forces" you to eat a hamburger? or some such (not going back to check). If that's what your doing, forget what I said about the hydration and get yourself something to eat. Whole food if you please.

 

[The Albatross]

I think, once again I'd go back and reread your opening post. Forget what I said about the hydration I'm not gonna enable you.

 

[lostforgottensoul]

Hmmm... yeah "I don't feel hungry ever" is not an eating disorder?

How about reading @FridayJones reply, the very first one cuz now im getting a bit upset.

I am not doing it on purpose, i want to feel hungry, i want to have the want to eat and not feel nausious.

Ive never been diagnosed w/ any eatting disorder so please leave that to my therapist. Even when i was being forced to purge in the cult to "keep the best prostitute weight" i never continued the purging when i got out and never did it unless forced so it never turned into an eatting disorder...which is something done on purpose usually w/ the thought of "im fat" or some sort of body distorotion and i also dont have that.

 

[lostforgottensoul]

I'm not gonna enable you.

Enable to do what? I POSTED HOW CAN I GET MYSELF TO WANT TO EAT? What i cant stand on this board is the f*cking assumptipns.

 

[The Albatross]

If that's the case then instead of adaption of water, I'd recommend a goal/challenge to eat regular meals with whole food nutrition. One at first til they normalize, then two, then three.

You're quite a knot of issues, and frankly I find it exhausting to follow. I'd much prefer you choose one, work on it and report back as you did with hugging your dog than this stuff.