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OK, so I have mental health issues. I take a huge amount of medications every day just to atay alive. I have PTSD-CPTSD -DID-MPD-BPD- and other ancillary otger MH issues...,,..
But "I"am not Ill enough to warrant enough of her unreserved love !
He!! (My eldest brother and main abuser) is SOOOO!!!! Poorly, he needs smothering in cotton wool ffs.
So, fast forward to this evenings supper !!
"I" make my own whilst "She" makes"His"
Whilst "I" amaking my supper "She" pops into the dining room to check that "He" is ok, no regard for me even though I am stood right next to her.
To state that I am sick of this co-dependant bullshit is a rather large understatement
But "I"am not Ill enough to warrant enough of her unreserved love !
He!! (My eldest brother and main abuser) is SOOOO!!!! Poorly, he needs smothering in cotton wool ffs.
So, fast forward to this evenings supper !!
"I" make my own whilst "She" makes"His"
Whilst "I" amaking my supper "She" pops into the dining room to check that "He" is ok, no regard for me even though I am stood right next to her.
To state that I am sick of this co-dependant bullshit is a rather large understatement