Yes, Amethist. My spouse stopped taking his Tegretol CR and Lamotrigine 3 weeks ago. Said it makes him drowsy, low energy and lazy. It was prescribed for suspected epilepsy and Bipolar Mood Disorder. I just take the approach of "live and let live" lately. What else can one do? I will not prescribe to anyone what to do and how to live their life.
So yesterday, he had a follow up psychiatrist appointment, and she witnessed his tics and stuttering episode first hand. He's been getting lots of those. On his left hand upper body. His neck and head twist and his shoulder shrugs and spasms and he also gets facial twitches on that side.
So her verdict was, go straight back onto the meds please. She reckons he sustained brain damage as a neonate when his mother abused drugs while carrying him to term. The tics and shrugs she saw, she says are indicative of a type of epilepsy due to brain damage.
And then, later on he had a seizure in public and although some people helped him, some others stole his mobile phone.
So now I guess it is back to the meds.
I am writing this with no exasperation and no hostility. You know, I totally respect that he wants to be well and be able to cope without the meds. He was saying, whether he takes the stuff or not, he still feels the same. Plus, his liver count is very high from we suspect the Tegretol. Now I think he realises that he does have a problem with epilepsy, so he had best stay on them for the protective function.
So experiential learning and counting the cost of being on versus being off a certain medication, I guess, is sometimes necessary.