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littleoc
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More good news: my mom likes the therapist I got her. She still complains about things not being perfect — more excuses to say there should be no effort or money used to clean the house.
Very pricey though. Very pricey. But I am doing this for myself. I do not want to work with my mom without a third party there. I keep getting too anxious, even with a therapist there. Flash back-y.
I just have one request for my mom. Stop covering the table and then blaming everyone else. Just don’t.
It sucks.
My dad used to do that. And then scream at us and force us to clean it. Was violent about it.
The stress I feel at seeing her shit all over the table is so overwhelming that I’ve been eating outside again. She’s driving me crazy. I need to get a good enough job to live on. A real salary. So I can pay off student loans (well, start) and live somewhere that doesn’t make me crazy.
Very pricey though. Very pricey. But I am doing this for myself. I do not want to work with my mom without a third party there. I keep getting too anxious, even with a therapist there. Flash back-y.
I just have one request for my mom. Stop covering the table and then blaming everyone else. Just don’t.
It sucks.
My dad used to do that. And then scream at us and force us to clean it. Was violent about it.
The stress I feel at seeing her shit all over the table is so overwhelming that I’ve been eating outside again. She’s driving me crazy. I need to get a good enough job to live on. A real salary. So I can pay off student loans (well, start) and live somewhere that doesn’t make me crazy.