Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

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Okay, that’s all of it. Should be a pretty quick read at this point so I can read this to my therapist

 

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In other news my snake got really sick, and I think he’s gonna be okay, but he’s kinda flip flopping a little on that. He’s a beloved boy so it affects me strongly. Hopefully he’s good — doesn’t hurt to be optimistic!

 

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Oh, also also, I told everyone irl to call me Nico instead of Rebecca. It feels more like me, to me.

It was scary to do but it worked out great :) I feel more authentic all of a sudden! Confusing doing certificates and etc now but I’ll figure it out some time

 

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Also, I think my mom is sick :/ Hopefully not with anything bad

 

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It’s a bad reaction to a med, seems like

 

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I looked at an old email account I used to use to talk to Brandi in 2016/17, so I could get some info about a character I made.

Interestingly, now I’m dealing with a urge to check to see if she still sucks on her social media accounts.

I’m resisting it.

 

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Hey @Chris-duck, is your old diary still around?? I had bookmarked one of your posts but couldn't find it again to save it, and trying to remember what you said that was so interesting to me is killing me! You said it right at the start of the pandemic so it was your old diary... right??

 

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It was, but it's moved to private diaries now so sorry.. if it was my own thoughts then if you have a hint I probably think the same stuff now as I did back then