Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

[littleoc]

My dad liked a post on Facebook of my snake. How many times do I have to block him? I swear he's making new accounts or something.

 

[Kubash16]

My sister has about 20 different accounts so she can keep an eye on her ex. Yup.

 

[littleoc]

Ugh.

And I just looked at his account. Not many pictures, but at least ten of them are without a doubt of the woman he murdered. What a nice man.

And he works at "a major tech company." Liar.

He looks kind of nice I guess. Bet a million bucks he's using this account to lure in women and gay men. Noticed there are no pictures of his kids on this account. But there are pictures of other people's kids for some reason. Hopefully not any he's hurting.

Unless I can't recognize myself? Doubt it.

Wait! Found two pictures of me as a teenager. I did not recognize myself! Hahahahaha. I forgot he went to my sister's wedding. He hates her but he didn't get invited to either of his sons' weddings :roflmao:

Okay, that's probably enough of that. I should go on a run before the sun goes all the way down. Then go buy a bra. And Nudge food.

 

[littleoc]

Oh, yeah, @Kubash16 -- my dad's mom did that. Had a bunch of fake accounts. Stalked my dad. Had my dad's step-dad (who worked in the CIA for some reason?) get my cell phone number for her.

 

[Kubash16]

People be crazy.

 

[littleoc]

I feel so bad for that man. But yeah, people be crazy! Nothing can really be done about that! :D

 

[littleoc]

I got new sheets for Christmas (they’re nice!!) from my mom and I put them on my bed.

Took off comforter for a wash.

Y’all would not believe the workout I just had. I’m so frustrated. There is too much stuff everywhere. Now I’m in pain :/

At least I have nice clean sheets though. I’m also washing my pajamas and my heating pad’s cover to make it feel extra rewarding.

But damn will I be happy when I can do all that without fearing avalanches or accidentally moving one thing in a way that would make me have to sort through a stack for three hours just to be able to continue the task of washing the comforter.

Any month now.

 

[Deleted member 47099]

OMG yes, changing sheets and doing the whole bedding thing is a crazy work out, even if there's no stuff in the room to deal with.

My nerd brain always thinks "there must be an easier way!" and comes up with the most silly ways of "how can changing all the sheets and bedding be less of a mamoth chore" but ummm nope... none of it is really workable/ practical/ sane. :laugh:

It just *is* a ridiculous task :hug:

Well done on doing it to make yourself feel comfy! A unicorn for ya ?

 

[bellbird]

I'm so excited for you to move out.
And really proud of you for getting through this last bit of living in that house.

 

[littleoc]

Thank you!

And yay, a unicorn!


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...I’m a bit annoyed for a silly reason. It turns out my boobs (bewbs) are a 36DDD. No wonder my back hurts.

Also I have to go back to get bras. Because I was stubbornly trying to fit into a DD because my currently bra is a D and SURELY it was only one size bigger I needed... :(

I can’t afford the surgery now because no health insurance, but I think if I call they can tell me an exercise to do?

My sports bra is a 34C. But it really helps prevent pain so I’ll keep using it until Monday I guess.

:/ :/ :/ I’m going to try to keep exercising but I’m not fat either. So I think this is another hormone problem. Luckily breats don’t usually rupture. Stupid ovary. I bet I do have another cyst... I also noticed some beard hairs are back this morning. I REALLY need to get some health insurance somehow.

 

[bellbird]

Ow :(

This may be a stupid question, but could you wear -just- sports bras?
A friend of mine who is quite large chested does that and she finds it much more comfortable, and also finds that it cuts down the number of different bras she needs because of swelling due to PMS etc.

I think it's a good idea to stay fit :) and to find out what exercises you can do to help.
I'd think that ones for your back and core would be most useful.

I REALLY need to get some health insurance somehow.

Is there a way that you can?
Sorry I'm like zero help on this front, coming from NZ.

 

[littleoc]

Yeah, “ow”.... :( Last time I got them weighed they were 14 pounds each, and that was when they were just one D o.O Qt least I bought a back brace! It really has helped.

Is there a way that you can?
Sorry I'm like zero help on this front, coming from NZ.

Lol, you’re good! There’s no reason to know our health care system anyway! :P

I’m a bit unfamiliar with things here too, but getting the hang of it. Some jobs may provide health insurance. Also if I have a paycheck I could buy it myself but probably would overpay and not get a good deal. But my state may have a program that will help me out. I should do some research. At least for the sake of continuing to be able to get all my meds! I did not like how I felt during that shortage

This may be a stupid question, but could you wear -just- sports bras?

Maybe! I did before in high school! Brandi and I used to get the same bras! (Don’t worry — that’s a fun and good memory. Haha. It stays in the past tho!)

But I do like ones that don’t show through clothing much. I wear either T-shirts or super fancy clothes with pretty much no in between, so as long as it makes me not look weird? I am self conscious about boob size. But I am not able to use constrictors either.

I’ll see what I can find!

You probably needed 0% of that information lmao