intothelight
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@Alley Welcome to the forum! :)
It is difficult not to worry about what "could" happen, but it is important that you keep your focus on what you need to do for your own recovery. Your brother will have to deal with his own issues, but he cannot be allowed to abuse you. You need to set whatever boundaries that will keep you safe and enforce those boundaries. Focus on your own healing and what you will gain rather than speculating what "could" happen.
It is difficult not to worry about what "could" happen, but it is important that you keep your focus on what you need to do for your own recovery. Your brother will have to deal with his own issues, but he cannot be allowed to abuse you. You need to set whatever boundaries that will keep you safe and enforce those boundaries. Focus on your own healing and what you will gain rather than speculating what "could" happen.