I managed to screw up the courage to talk to my vet about how I have been feeling. I told him that he needed to think long and hard about whether he really wanted me in his life because I have felt for the last few months that he didn't. He seemed genuinely surprised and apologised for being grumpy lately. He shared with me some things that had been upsetting him more than I knew. He has been making a real effort since we talked (about a week ago now) to express affection for me. I know we will still have our ups and downs but just wanted to share an 'up' as I seem to be on here sharing 'downs' more often.
Thanks to all for your support!
Thanks to all for your support!