Hi, I am have had complex PTSD since childhood. I grew up with a raging alcoholic mother and dysfunctional father. I have spent the last ten years taking all sorts of different meds, seeing a psychiatrist who does psychotherapy, a psychologist that I do EMDR with and am currently going through a rough med change. I am, also, starting my second course of TMS treatment. I have been a lurker for several years and benefited greatly from the experiences everyone has shared.