So many traumas, so little time. (Making light of things is one of my coping mechanism) I am having a terrible time finding a trauma counselor. I need to heal. 37 years is long enough to suffer.
I had a nightmare this morning. I am still crying about it. I also told my husband of 23 years, for the very first time, about being kidnapped, tortured, and molested; and how my mother didn't believe me after my predator let me go.
My husband asked if I wanted the guy murdered. Then he called my mom a piece of shit, kissed me and left the room. I think I blind-sided him.
Not sure what to do now.
I had a nightmare this morning. I am still crying about it. I also told my husband of 23 years, for the very first time, about being kidnapped, tortured, and molested; and how my mother didn't believe me after my predator let me go.
My husband asked if I wanted the guy murdered. Then he called my mom a piece of shit, kissed me and left the room. I think I blind-sided him.
Not sure what to do now.