Damn Mess

[Stickler]

Apparently the college I signed up to does NOT have my degree plan online.

That means I get to(a) see if they have everything I need at the satellite campus, and (b) destroy my car over the next two years going there, because it's an hour away.

I COULD put it off for yet another semester, but I don't think that would be wise.

I am letting my mother and EVERYONE down and getting mentally worse the longer I put this off, so I am probably going.

God, I have f*cked things up so badly.
I am an idiot.

 

[SoSadGuilty]

If your car can take the journey for the next two years then I think you should just go for this, don't put it off.

You're not letting anyone down, you are doing the best you can and it isn't your fault this degree isn't available online. The getting worse mentally is the worrying bit really, have you seen any of your care providers recently and what exactly do you mean by getting worse?

You are not an idiot and nothing is f*cked up by the sounds of it. More like you have to adjust what your plans were originally.

 

[EveHarrington]

You're not an idiot! :hug:

Can you take certain classes online? I know many schools don't have particular programs online, but you can still take certain classes online. Of course this means you'll still have to go to campus for the other classes.

Are there other colleges near you that would be an option?

 

[Deleted member 12723]

:hug:

 

[Stickler]

No time to enroll in others, and I have too many credits to transfer again once I start.

 

[Stickler]

Found 3 classes still open, 2 online.
Now let's see if I can get an emergency loan!

 

[SoSadGuilty]

Found 3 classes still open, 2 online.
Now let's see if I can get an emergency loan!

Go @Stickler Wohoooo! !

 

[Stickler]

Emergency loan to make first payment has occurred.
I only have one class that is NOT online, I took 3 because a lot were full?
:eek: this shit is happening...

 

[Stickler]

I honestly dread this, am afraid to do this, I don't WANT to do this. But I can't make ends meet on $10 an hour.

 

[SoSadGuilty]

I honestly dread this, am afraid to do this, I don't WANT to do this. But I can't make ends meet on $1...

You're brave and right to try this. At least you're trying to make a positive change to your life.