Depression And Death

[Deleted member 541]

@Snowflake just sending :hug::hug::hug: for the day.....

 

[Snowflake]

@Snowflake just sending :hug::hug::hug: for the day.....

If one more person or dr says I'm overweight I'm going to scream! Honestly-I know I am. I watch my food intake-but premenopausal, depression and thyroid -ugh I should starve myself or die

 

[Deleted member 541]

Ummmmm... I'm probably 20lbs overweight. I could give a shit. Salted caramels are one of my favorites right now, so I'm figuring in a few months, I should be 30lbs overweight!!!!

Now when I go to the dr, and they want to weigh me, I just say, NOPE, just put down FAT in my chart. Seriously, I haven't let them weigh me in a couple yrs now.

Just try and not let it bother you, you have way too much on your plate to be worried about weight!!!!! :hug:

 

[Snowflake]

Ummmmm... I'm probably 20lbs overweight. I could give a shit. Salted caramels are one of my favorites...

I refuse too....

 

[Deleted member 541]

@Snowflake How's things going????

 

[Snowflake]

@Snowflake How's things going????

Okay-still no BRCA results. Very very tired. Was subpoena for court today but there was a threat and building was evacuated and case postponed.

I'm probably going to see my mom tomorrow, haven't seen her in 2 1/2wks -ugh. Hope your okay

 

[Deleted member 541]

@Snowflake Try and have a good time with your mom if you go today! Do something fun just to try and forget (even if only for an hour)the shit you're dealing with.

Me..... I've been so stressed out this week over EVERYTHING that I feel like I'm ready to have a complete breakdown. Nothing has gone right, everything was stressful, anxiety out of control and I just became the biggest bitch in the history of the world. I took it out on strangers and just about everyone I came in contact with. I reverted to old behavior big time, and now I'm sitting her thinking what an asshole I am. No excuse for my behavior. It was horrendous and totally unacceptable. God, I'm such a freaking asshole bitch!!!!!

 

[Deleted member 541]

@Snowflake Have a good day today!!!!

 

[Deleted member 541]

@Snowflake Hey, how's things going????

 

[Snowflake]

I don't know-lol

Suppose to see oncologist today-but not sure because BRCA test hasn't come back yet.

How are you?

 

[Deleted member 541]

@Snowflake Did they send the test results, by way of Pony Express?????? That would be my guess!!! I'm actually better, sort of. It was the new med for COPD that caused my crabby, unacceptable behavior last week. I am super sensitive to steroids, so adding a 3rd med with steroids in it, just pushed me over the edge. I stopped everything and feel so much better. My breathing is actually better too. All along it's been the COPD meds with lovely steroids causing anxiety. Anxiety causes breathing to become whacky, so I would take a hit of rescue inhaler thinking I can't breath from COPD.... nope it was anxiety causing the crappy breathing. Anyways, I feel better and my behavior is better too.....

 

[Snowflake]

BRCA results are in but secretary said only nurse or doctor can give them to me-my appointment is at 2. Cross your fingers. If all good radiation starts Thursday (tomorrow)