Depression And Death

[Deleted member 541]

@Snowflake Don't you just hate that shit..... your test, your results, but a freaking dr has to tell you!!! Do they think if it's bad, that having a Dr tell you the news will make it better????? God, such shit!

Fingers crossed!! !! Sending tons of :hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug: You way... what time is your appointment? If you need someone to talk to PM me if you want.

Just saw that your appointment is at 2.... lol, got a bit carried away there with my rant!!!!

 

[Snowflake]

Waiting and waiting and waiting

 

[Snowflake]

All good radiation starts tomorrow -doing a bone scan next week to ease my mind with leg cramps

 

[Deleted member 541]

@Snowflake HOLY SHIT!!!!!! YIPPIE! YIPPIE!!!! OMG you should be soooooooo. Relieved... I am too. I'm so glad that the test was ok. :hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

You will conquer this, and beat this 100%. Cancer :poop:'S but you WILL beat this!!!!!!,

 

[Snowflake]

He ordered me a bone scan to relieve my fear with my leg pain.

 

[Deleted member 541]

@Snowflake Sending good thoughts about the leg too!!!!!

 

[lymphomamama]

I hope you are not feeling it right now. I hope you are calm and as at peace as you can be, just for this one minute. I too think of suicide almost daily. It's a struggle to fight it off. I will lend you my armor anytime you need it. Fight it off.

 

[Deleted member 541]

@Snowflake Just doing the daily check in. God, I can be so annoying!!!! Hope things are going well!

 

[Snowflake]

@Snowflake Just doing the daily check in. God, I can be so annoying!!!! Hope th...

I'm tired!! I think it's just work, the week and stress. But two radiation treatments down and 28 more to go .

 

[Deleted member 541]

@Snowflake Nope, I believe it's the radiation making you tired....

 

[Snowflake]

Feeling depressed! :(

 

[Deleted member 541]

Hey @Snowflake I'm sorry that you're feeling depressed. I'm guessing it's all the health shit adding to the PTSD shit that's got you feeling so bad. Not sure if I can say anything to help, but just know that I'm here, and I do care....:hug::hug: