Depressions 'r' Us

[Little Flower]

F@"k this sh\t
Damn it to hell
That is all
I have to tell




Crooked mazes
Creepy crazies
Lost my way
Now in a daze- y
I can't not depend on life
To protect me from this strife
But I do know Absolute-y
I don't care who salutes me
For this is not theirs to bear
I'm alone now and completely
Overwrought with talons sharp
I will not let it take my heart
It has my soul it has my blood
But it must be understood
I won't let Flower feel the pain
On my post I must remain
To give her liquid fortitude
So that she can find solitude
reg copyright. Little Flower

 

[TXbandit]

Very nice Little Flower

 

[Little Flower]

Desperate TX

 

[TXbandit]

I'm sorry love. have yall figured anything out?

 

[Little Flower]

I haven't spoken or texted him since at all. When he left his home today he gave we the You Have To Move On Speech. Same thing my close sis-nlaw. But from there I sent to inpatient two weeks. From here I go to self help and rejection of the world. I never want to be touched again.

 

[TXbandit]

WHAT?! What happened?

 

[Deleted member 28403]

Flower, do you need someone to talk to about it.
We are here for you and will always be. If anything is bothring you you can say it without fear.

 

[Little Flower]

See my trauma diary trapped in a corner. I have my doors barricaded in bf had best not show up

 

[Deleted member 28403]

I read it right after posting that...
I am sorry

 

[Namenotdiagnosis]

Why do we suffer?
Why do cry?
Why do we get angry?
I don't know why.

Could it be our diagnosis?
Of PTSD!
Is it the result of trauma ?
From a she or a he!

Why are we lonely ?
Why are we scared ?
Why are we so helpless?
On our souls that we have bared ?

Why do we panick ?
Why do we stress?
Why can't we cope?
Even when we try our best!

It's hard being me!
It's probably hard being you!
But wel continue this roller coaster journey,
And united wel see it through.

So let's unite!
Ands let's be strong!
We were right!
And our abusers were wrong!!!

Let's Unravel the abuse.
And Unravel the hurt.
Let's bin empty our hearts
That's cluttered with dirt.

Let's be stronger!
Let's be fighters!!!
Let our hearts ,
Feel so much lighter.

Turn your tears
Into bundles of laughter
And let's live for today
And not the here after x

Sorry, my way of destressing. Kind of like journaling. Not intended to hurt anyone or mock , I just thought as a sufferer id share. Hopefully it might help , if not please accept my apologies in advance.

 

[Little Flower]

I don't want to know what tomorrow brings. I close my eyes with intension of never waking up here again. Where in the universe I end up. I'm sure they will scorn to me too . Desperate

 

[joeylittle]

@Little Flower, it is a serious thing, what you posted above. Are you planning to hurt yourself?