Madmaninabox
Confident
I feel really alone in this. I was molested and right after I masturbated for the first time in my life. It's kind of a pivotal moment when you do this for the first time. the entire experience has really messed with me. It took me a long time to tell my therapist I did this.
I asked my therapist if this was common or even anything she had heard of another kid doing. She said it was not anything she remembers learning or reading about. she then said but it makes makes perfect sense that I did what I did. that I was a kids finding out that touching those places felt good. I was in a situation were I was trying to find a way out of the discomfort and help myself. that I did a good job at protecting myself. That I did nothing wrong.
It made me feel a lot better and I understand this is my experience with the situation and my actions made sense. I still just feel really alone. if anyone has any experiences or words of wisdom on the mater it would be nice.
I asked my therapist if this was common or even anything she had heard of another kid doing. She said it was not anything she remembers learning or reading about. she then said but it makes makes perfect sense that I did what I did. that I was a kids finding out that touching those places felt good. I was in a situation were I was trying to find a way out of the discomfort and help myself. that I did a good job at protecting myself. That I did nothing wrong.
It made me feel a lot better and I understand this is my experience with the situation and my actions made sense. I still just feel really alone. if anyone has any experiences or words of wisdom on the mater it would be nice.