Disability Benefits?

[Dee Morris]

I've never had success with online businesses. I know people that have, I've just never been able to make it work.

On the economics in your area... wow! So you can clearly see why you haven't found a job. So why do you think you make the rejection personal and about your diploma?

@Ayesha many insurance plans cover sexual dysfunction procedures. Which is why I assumed the issue was cosmetic and a self esteem issue.

 

[Avez]

Thank you for your support, all. It is helpful and we all need it sometime. Very nice of you. :)

But when you say 'goofed-up' I am assuming that it might be a bit more then cosmetic?

@Ayesha That is correct. The procedure itself and my delayed reactions are the sources of my PTSD.

@Justmehere My current idea is actually a volunteer one, which, if it doesn't work, may in the least show potential employers in the future that I know what I am doing. I'm just kind of scared about it also failing, so I'm becoming demotivated. I should not think about those ideas, since this could very-well open doors to success. Thank you for your kind words.

@Dee Morris I think it may be that the "you have to know someone to get somewhere" rule applies heavily to the businesses around here, and my awkwardness doesn't seem to help, either. Yeah, though. The low number of jobs and the fact that I don't know anyone who can pull strings, you're right.

My insurance plan is free and minimalist, so unless I need treatment for a problem that could lead to more health problems later that will cost more money, I can't get it.

The level of support and understanding here is motivational and helpful. Thank you. :)