Driving Blind

[ashdawn8287]

This is how I feel right now. It is lyrics from a song by Grace Potter and The Nocturnals (Really good band, check them out). It explains how I feel in my relationship with my fiancee sometimes.

"I've been in bed, I've been away,
I've been the blamer and I've been blamed,
I can't see the answers, If I can't see the page,
I'm driving blind, and the landscape doesn't change.

My eyes get blurry, My faucet runs,
I wait for my vision, but it never comes,
I can't give you the answers, if I can't see your hands,
I'm driving blind through this barren land.

I never knew it could get this dark,
I was the rain, that put out your spark,
I can't read the answers, if I can't see the page,
I'm driving blind behind this bitter rage.

I've been so lonely and ain't it sad,
To be missing something that I never had,
I've been so blind, now I'm paying the cost,
How can I find what was never lost?

I've been in bed laying awake,
I've been the taker with nothing to take,
I've got no direction, no changing lanes,
I'm driving blind, I'm pushing through the pain."