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Movingforward10
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I haven't emailed her this week so far. Therapy on Thursday. I *think* at this point my motive for emailing her is to get her attention and time, rather than needing to let something out. So the wrong reason to email. So wrong.
And I'll have to embarrass myself (again. But I'm so used to this feeling unfortunately for so many traumatic and unhealthy reasons) and tell her this is the reason I haven't emailed (yet. Still 72 hours to go).
I hope I don't email her because of this reason.
And I'll have to embarrass myself (again. But I'm so used to this feeling unfortunately for so many traumatic and unhealthy reasons) and tell her this is the reason I haven't emailed (yet. Still 72 hours to go).
I hope I don't email her because of this reason.