Confused nice guy
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Just for a little background about me. I have read quite a few posts over the last few months and everyone is extremely helpful and compassionate. I wish I found this site earlier. I started dating a very sweet girl a few months ago. We do have an age difference, but We had a wonderful beginning and spent almost every night together talking for a few months. She has been diagnosed with ptsd and had also been told she was developing some other issues involving a kidnapping and sexual assault. She had always been upfront with me about her past and what she went through. She stopped going to therapy because she didn't like the therapist. She very intelligent and surprisingly independent. I believe she thinks she Understands the diagnosis and can deal with it herself. Everything's not her eyes. was great with only a few minor issues with anxiety and one cutting incident. One day she just sent me a text that she was moving in 3 months and didn't think we should see each other anymore. She refused to tell me why or talk to me. She just keeps telling me i did nothing wrong and I was great to her. Yet, I seem to trigger anger when I ask any questions. I know I did the wrong thing and pushed her at first. She asked me to leave her alone and I did. We had very minimal texts and she usually became angry quickly if I did. We have run into each other a couple of times recently but not talked (I do feel like she is trying to find me). Just a wave and a hello from a distance is all. She recently sent me a random text that said "I miss you." I told her I miss her too. She did contact me a few days later to ask about something she thought she left at my place. We had a few brief texts but she seemed to want to see me. So I asked if she wanted to meet. She seemed to get irritated and told me doesn't think we can be friends in that way. I told her I truly just wanted to see how she was doing. I do get concerned about her well being (she has a blog that had some recent very dark posts and I know she has had suicidal thoughts). I still care deeply for her as a person and miss her very much. I have no idea how to proceed. Should I just leave her be or keep some minimal contact. I would like to know she's ok and try and find out if she is getting help. I feel like she wants to talk, but I get confused and all seem to say the wrong thing.