Feel Like Giving Up

[Ijeje]

Got any Leave, coming? Or, better yet, a short School you could go attend? (Some 2-12 week training somewhere). Something too short to be worth the hassle of relocating / fam stays put on base without risking the housing assignment, cause you're just TAD?

You know your stress cup... Know whether that would be helpful or just make things worse... But if you're thinking of shipping out? (Or dropping out). A short School might be the middle way. BEQ/BOQ or school barracks. Work your ass off, and on your own for a bit.

 

[Wegonu]

Hi,
here is Lemontree. You are airforce, aren't you? You sound very sad.
Do you know the veterans crisis line? 1-800-273-8255. They also have a chat but I cannot post a link.

 

[Kened]

yeah @Lemontree I am. It's just one of the many thoughts that comes to my mind sometimes. When things at home get really tough it's the first one that comes to my mind that I just wish I could run away. I have also in the past called the veterans crisis line, and talked to somebody in the chat as well. I was mainly pissed off at whoever Hupi was for judging me for what I said and saying no wonder you posted anonymously. My biggest trigger is being disrespected/judged and to me that was a major slap in the face and all I wanted to do was kill after I read that.

 

[Ebin]

sorry holdenmonty, it is shimmerz. I am just in a really bad place with this homeless thing. It is -15 F here and I have no idea from one night to the next if I am going to be an icecube in the morning. It is super scary. I walked away from the thread for a bit because I knew that I was 'invested' in homeless right now and wasn't thinking right about it. I apologize for throwing you off because of my issues. It wasn't fair. Please accept my apologies and know that I get it now.....we are both desperate in our own ways.....

I so wish for you peace and tranquility.