Yesterday I got yes on the job I applied for. I was a diseaster and went straight into my little pitch black hole and spent the rest of the day in total nervous breakdown.
Got up wee early today to go to my first day at the new job. Anxious. I have had my fair share also of being mistreated badly used and abused in worklife.
But today It all went just fine :wideeyed:
I were to follow one woman with a leading position to be shown how to do the chores through out the day. And say hello to the others and have a ordinary workday the rest.
Little afraid to say ithis aloud, cause thunder and lightnng might strike me :ninja: Im afraid to tell that its been good means a catastophy is around the corner waiting to boom me....
She was so nice to me. And gave me credit and compliment for my skills and former work as trainer. Acknowledged I belive its called. Without dismissing me as a person that only can count to three. She said she was happy I started to work there. That she hope I stay for long time. That they need people like me specially cause of my trainer qualifications. She said she was pleased with the way I perform the work task that she belive I do a good job and are fitting for it :eek:
The other colleagues was nice too. Specially one of them. I feel I can relax. Its ok to be me.
And - Ive gotten a work titel. For once execpt from when I worked as a trainer. I had labels as co worker and such before, but now - Im called social worker :D
Its also situated in an area here in Oslo which Ive grown very found of and have been thinking for long time that I want to have my work in. Also live in on longer terms. Little on the outskirt with grand wiews over the fjords, close to both the ocean and the forest behind. I thrive in this place. Blessed to get oportunity to start worklife exactly here.
And in the end Im pleased with my own effort :) I cried about all yesterday in the belive I could not do the work tasks. And some of them are still pretty hard for me. But I can see how all this factors Ive mentioned makes it worth while.
If I focus and keep doing good this can be my path to a better life
Almost to much to think of :ninja: I guess I must get used to this little by little and take well care when Im free. Ill work tomorow, friday and maybe saturday this week.
Got up wee early today to go to my first day at the new job. Anxious. I have had my fair share also of being mistreated badly used and abused in worklife.
But today It all went just fine :wideeyed:
I were to follow one woman with a leading position to be shown how to do the chores through out the day. And say hello to the others and have a ordinary workday the rest.
Little afraid to say ithis aloud, cause thunder and lightnng might strike me :ninja: Im afraid to tell that its been good means a catastophy is around the corner waiting to boom me....
She was so nice to me. And gave me credit and compliment for my skills and former work as trainer. Acknowledged I belive its called. Without dismissing me as a person that only can count to three. She said she was happy I started to work there. That she hope I stay for long time. That they need people like me specially cause of my trainer qualifications. She said she was pleased with the way I perform the work task that she belive I do a good job and are fitting for it :eek:
The other colleagues was nice too. Specially one of them. I feel I can relax. Its ok to be me.
And - Ive gotten a work titel. For once execpt from when I worked as a trainer. I had labels as co worker and such before, but now - Im called social worker :D
Its also situated in an area here in Oslo which Ive grown very found of and have been thinking for long time that I want to have my work in. Also live in on longer terms. Little on the outskirt with grand wiews over the fjords, close to both the ocean and the forest behind. I thrive in this place. Blessed to get oportunity to start worklife exactly here.
And in the end Im pleased with my own effort :) I cried about all yesterday in the belive I could not do the work tasks. And some of them are still pretty hard for me. But I can see how all this factors Ive mentioned makes it worth while.
If I focus and keep doing good this can be my path to a better life
Almost to much to think of :ninja: I guess I must get used to this little by little and take well care when Im free. Ill work tomorow, friday and maybe saturday this week.
