It's ok to feel fear. I was completely dissacotiated when I did my final year graduation speech in front of a panel of lecturers. My fear was of people. But I graduated with a degree. So it is amazing what you can do with PTSD. It helped that I had availble something silly to offset it. I brought a bowl of fantails lollies and thought of how I was bribing:roflmao: them with chocoaltes, but was going to eat them at the end of my speech. Then the lecturer said his wife loved fantails so they ate and took them all. Greedy Greedy lecturers eating all the chocolates I made available for them.it's so embarrassing at school when people don't know why I am so terrified in the science labs :(