Childhood Found Out My Father Is Gay And Not Sure If Abused In The Past As A Child By Him

[afuneralinmybrain]

Well, wait, so you think your dad is gay. How does that equate to you thinking he sexually abused you? I feel like I missed something, sorry.

 

[hailstorm]

@thejoyprovider flashbacks are a terrible thing to have to go through...reliving horrible things that have happened can really rattle you emotionally and physically. When I experience them I feel very exhausted for a few days afterwards. I hope that there is someone in your life that you can trust to talk to about them...your memories of the abuse.

 

[thejoyprovider]

Well, wait, so you think your dad is gay. How does that equate to you thinking he sexually abused you? I feel like I missed something, sorry.

He was sleeping with me after divorse. He came to my room and asked to sleep together. Also this happened in the village many times.
Also I can't explain how I got into porn so fast. I start having talks with my mother she told that he was into porn sites from back then.