cntrymom08466
Confident
I am a survivor of many years of mental abuse of a man I lived with/father of my 3 children, since I was 18. He went to jail in 2004, for sexually abusing my 2 daughters. Biologically they are his children too, but i say they are mine, because he doesn't deserve them.
I had a flashback last night with the man I am married to now that I have been with for 13 years. (a good man). We were making love and I flashed back to the bedroom of the trailer I used to live in with the kids' father. It really took me a bit to get out of that space. I did finally and then I talked about it afterward with my husband and I talked about he treated me and cried. I am seeing a psychiatrist and I am taking 300 mg. of effexor and I am seeing a therapist, and have been with this one for about 6 months, but don't seem to be getting anywhere I am 53 and I have been on medication for depression and anxiety since 2001. I would like to start getting better. I don't know what kind of therapy I need. All we seem to do is talk about my everyday stress which I'm always going to have.
I had a flashback last night with the man I am married to now that I have been with for 13 years. (a good man). We were making love and I flashed back to the bedroom of the trailer I used to live in with the kids' father. It really took me a bit to get out of that space. I did finally and then I talked about it afterward with my husband and I talked about he treated me and cried. I am seeing a psychiatrist and I am taking 300 mg. of effexor and I am seeing a therapist, and have been with this one for about 6 months, but don't seem to be getting anywhere I am 53 and I have been on medication for depression and anxiety since 2001. I would like to start getting better. I don't know what kind of therapy I need. All we seem to do is talk about my everyday stress which I'm always going to have.