DannyWagg11
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Hi, I was just wondering. I've had severe anxiety and depression for a solid ten years now. The OCD mindset always has me worrying about one thing or another, sometimes not so big like "I hope I get all my portfolio stuff done for my final this week, to "oh god, there is that horrible random symptom that is bothering me again, clearly I have to be dying from this mystery condition.
I also worry about family and friends a lot, but for the most part ever since I developed all these conditions my life has been pure chaos and misery.
I was just wondering though, at the peak of my OCD/anxiety/depression I started developing every symptom in the book (still have all of them too) but the one that always stuck out the most to me was the severe full body pains. I could never just accept that it's these conditions and it has to be a much more life threatening ordeal, they are just too painful and debilitating for me to believe otherwise.
My doctor and therapist have both been very supportive through out all of this, but I was still making appointments with my doctor once every three weeks to a month for some horrible condition I'm certain I had. And everytime I was just told to chill, and try to not let these signs of stress get the best of me.
Still five years later, I can get by sometimes but once it starts to get really painful and the OCD kicks in I'm back into the downward spiral. I've has full blood counts, CT scans, sonograms, and a plethora of other tests I can not remember haha.
So with all that being said has anyone one ever has said Anxiety or Depression related pains that lasted for a while, just to disappear and then reappear again even worse? I'm personally convinced along with my therapist I have Fibro
I also worry about family and friends a lot, but for the most part ever since I developed all these conditions my life has been pure chaos and misery.
I was just wondering though, at the peak of my OCD/anxiety/depression I started developing every symptom in the book (still have all of them too) but the one that always stuck out the most to me was the severe full body pains. I could never just accept that it's these conditions and it has to be a much more life threatening ordeal, they are just too painful and debilitating for me to believe otherwise.
My doctor and therapist have both been very supportive through out all of this, but I was still making appointments with my doctor once every three weeks to a month for some horrible condition I'm certain I had. And everytime I was just told to chill, and try to not let these signs of stress get the best of me.
Still five years later, I can get by sometimes but once it starts to get really painful and the OCD kicks in I'm back into the downward spiral. I've has full blood counts, CT scans, sonograms, and a plethora of other tests I can not remember haha.
So with all that being said has anyone one ever has said Anxiety or Depression related pains that lasted for a while, just to disappear and then reappear again even worse? I'm personally convinced along with my therapist I have Fibro
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