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This is somewhat unrelated to PTSD but.....
I've always done well in school and on standardized tests. I consistently am in the 93rd percentile & up on any test I've taken. I have not had my IQ tested yet, but hope to some day.
I'm able to take in huge amounts of information and make sense of it, categorizing it in my head. I do very well with words, English, writing, speaking, seeing relationships between words, linguistics, etc. I am adept at word problems, logic, geometry, and physics; verbal reasoning is definitely more my area than mathematical.
I see things differently than most people do. When professors speak of processes, I'm usually able to fast forward their explanation and see down the line. I always organize things strategically, often seeing what will happen if action A, B, C, D are done, and then even if A is done followed by E2 versus F7, etc.
However, I haven't found any job, university program, or anyone who knows where or what my brain can be used for. I am also autistic, so I have special needs, and I feel incredibly stupid around neuro-typical people.
I feel like I am a genius, albeit a bottom of the pile genius, and I just want to be able to do something with this. I don't know if anyone will even have any ideas, but this has been bothering me so much for so long that I just wanted to post this.
I've always done well in school and on standardized tests. I consistently am in the 93rd percentile & up on any test I've taken. I have not had my IQ tested yet, but hope to some day.
I'm able to take in huge amounts of information and make sense of it, categorizing it in my head. I do very well with words, English, writing, speaking, seeing relationships between words, linguistics, etc. I am adept at word problems, logic, geometry, and physics; verbal reasoning is definitely more my area than mathematical.
I see things differently than most people do. When professors speak of processes, I'm usually able to fast forward their explanation and see down the line. I always organize things strategically, often seeing what will happen if action A, B, C, D are done, and then even if A is done followed by E2 versus F7, etc.
However, I haven't found any job, university program, or anyone who knows where or what my brain can be used for. I am also autistic, so I have special needs, and I feel incredibly stupid around neuro-typical people.
I feel like I am a genius, albeit a bottom of the pile genius, and I just want to be able to do something with this. I don't know if anyone will even have any ideas, but this has been bothering me so much for so long that I just wanted to post this.