Goodbye Suki

[shadowchaser]

She was down again last night. I hate myself for thinking it but I wished and prayed she would just die and take the decision away from me. She didn't. She is so slow today compaired to her normal. It hurts so much to watch her like this.

Thank you everyone for all the support you have given me. It means so much.

 

[shadowchaser]

I know it's a fools errand but I'm going to try to get her up and to herself just one more time. Bring her to the vet on Friday and see if there is anything at all that can be done. I think if I hear it from the vet it will make it easier to say good bye.

 

[Reclusive]

((((Shadowchaser)))) Nothing makes it easier. I hope you're able to find peace with it and know that kind of love never dies.

 

[shadowchaser]

My ex pointed out that she did just have a bad infection from a really bad hot spot. She may just be having a hard time recovering. I'm going to prepay a vet in case that isn't the case.

Going to try to get her into a vet tomorrow and see. I'm keeping my fingers crossed. I'll put her down if I have to but I would rather not if I don't.

 

[KP the nut]

((HUGS))

I know you will listen to your vet and do what is right for you both. I am thinking of you.

 

[curiouser]

(((Hugs))) I'm so sorry you have found yourself in such a difficult situation, wishing you much strength and hope at the vet.

 

[Sammy]

Hugs to you and Suki for the coming days. Keeping both of you in my thoughts. Suki is beautiful and has such loving and gentle eyes! She looks terribly huggable!

 

[Zemi]

(((((hugs to you and suki))))) she looks so precious, thanks for sharing her picture and i know what a hard decision and time this is for you :( Good idea with checking with the vet.

 

[Reclusive]

What's the word on Suki? What did the vet say? (((hugs)))

 

[shadowchaser]

Was gone a little bit to celebrate. My girl is going to be ok. About a month to recover but ok. She had several types of worms that hit her all at once. The ones that were causing a problem were actually in her muscles. She will always be a little stiff but I give her a light pain killer and she is bouncing around like a puppy!

 

[Reclusive]

Yay!!!! I knew I had a good feeling about this! I'm SOOOOO glad to hear it! Glad you went to the vet!

 

[KP the nut]

Oh wow SC, that is amazing news. I am so happy for you all. (((Suki, Monty, SC))). OMG now I'm crying with happiness.