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I asked my therapist about this already, but has others had issues with raising kids and reliving the cycle with your own kids? Mine are grown, one in particular has bipolar I disorder which if anyone knows what that is, it's basically bipolar disorder coupled with agression- and almost every day was out of control. I in no way want to excuse myself, I just don't know how to deal with the guilt of being so hard on her. I never in a million years thought I'd end up being what I despised when I was younger. I have since tried to make amends, but it's still really difficult. I also don't wish to blame whatever my diagnosis is (haven't got one yet). Any advice would be greatly appreciated.