Hate Doctors And Therapists

[Beebee]

I had another appointment this Tuesday with my psychiatrist. I am going to the day hospital for 2-3 weeks and I am taking amisulpride 150mg. Activities are boring and mostly I just participate on the morning talk, then they just play games like Trivial or do cognitive activities (not for me, my cognition it's OK and they are too easy for me). I stay there mostly to be near people and talk a bit. On Fridays I talk with a guy who is in some way similar to me, he doesn't participate on the activities either, he just talk with the psychologist and psychiatrist and come to talk with me on Fridays, and that's it. I wil be seeing my psychiatrist weekly on Tuesday (he is also my psychotherapist).

 

[jesse]

Beebee, I'm with Buckaroo - I don't want this to sound harsh or like I'm REALLY trying to tell...

@SometimesWriter those alternative therapies mentioned earlier in thread are really interesting. Is there another thread for this topic? I would like to learn more please.

 

[BuckarooBanzai]

I stay there mostly to be near people and talk a bit.

That's why most people attend, by the way. And, this is yet another reason why the 'cognitive activities', as you call them, are low-key. How about relabeling these activities as 'fun', 'low-key', 'easy-going' or whatever?

 

[Beebee]

That's why most people attend, by the way. And, this is yet another reason why the 'cognitive activities', as you call them, are low-key. How about relabeling these activities as 'fun', 'low-key', 'easy-going' or whatever?

Because they are not fun, they are boring and frustrating.

I don't attend the day hospital anymore, I did for 2 weeks and half, I participated on the morning talk and that's it. I cannot bear too easy and boring activities, most of people there are cognitive impaired at some degree and enjoy them, I just get extremely frustrated at them. I won't miss college to do these kind of things anymore.

The only things I found pleasant is talking with that guy on Friday, which it's something I am going to keep doing since I don't have college lessons on Friday. Even talking with the psychiatrist who is also a therapist is unhelpul, and the medication ended up making me worse so I stopped it, previously I talked about it with my psychiatrist and he agreed. I won't see him until Tuesday 18 since he won't be in the day hospital next week I don't remember why, but I don't care that much since I don't like him. I hate him, actually.

 

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I saw a lot of doctors while I was a kid because teachers notices something 'was wrong'. None of them he...

I wish I could give you a hug.

 

[Beebee]

Thank you, i was told I have c-ptsd and psychosis, but not a personality disorder.