Hello - Dying Again - It's Just Me - Hurting

[AngelaMarie]

I still have memories of the fear I had when I was being bullied in school. It was over 30 years ago and still bothers me. I'm standing with you!!! Remember that if you could make it through the situation you can definately make it throught the memory!

 

[Srain]

What Sammy said (((((((((((((James)))))))))))))))))

peace and healing,
Rain

 

[James B.]

Thanks folks.

My trauma turned my life into a crummy thing. And I am doing my best to let it go. I sincerely appreciate the support.

 

[Sethe]

Sending you comforting, peaceful thoughts James.

 

[Lady of Longbourn]

(((((((james))))))

Hang in there.

You are so f*cking better then they are!

 

[James B.]

Thank you.

Yesterday, my acupuncture doc put electric pulses on the needles. Treating an old leg injury. I have solidified muscles in my glutes, and front of left leg. Groin tendonitis, and myfascial adhesion pain while walking. It hurts. It will get better, my doc and I will bust up the lumps with foam roller (self) massage, and acupuncture. I did a bunch of foam roller work day before yesterday, and thought maybe it made me a little sick.

Probably some kinda trauma stuff bound up in it all, doc thinks so too.

 

[NIKI]

Hi James, I'm sorry you are feeling so bad, I didn't know. I pray that these bad feeling will pass quickly and you will feel better very soon. Thinking of you, lighting a candle for peace.

 

[James B.]

Am having a "ptsd day" NIKI. LOL. Thanks so much for stopping by and sharing some warm thoughts. I want to wish you the same.

 

[LAA]

James,

You are in my thoughts! My dear husband also suffered horrible things as a young child and is just now dealing with that.

They thought his PTSD came from police shootings and other adult stuff so, of course nothing over past 3 years has helped. He is now having acupuncture, EMDR and Somatic Release therapies to get to the root of it all. He feels they are helping.

He isn't enjoying the pain it brings though.

I also have a candle lit for everyone feeling tormented right now.

LAA

 

[Sammy]

((((((James))))))
In case our power goes out, I thought I'd send a hug (everyone can use a virtual hug!!). Good work and keep plugging away. Know there are a lot of folks sending healing thoughts and peace.
Take care.

 

[AngelKeeperJ]

Sorry - I have been going for it, And all I have recovered is an old memory of everyone laughing at me, after they tried to kill me. I am breaking down. I am an early trauma survivor, cracking the egg....

I'm so, so, sorry!

Don't give up in this fight for your life!!

 

[James B.]

Good work and keep plugging away.

Thanks Sammy. :)

He is now having acupuncture, EMDR and Somatic Release therapies to get to the root of it all. He feels they are helping.

Hello LAA, and thank you for sharing. It may be the acupuncture is jogging something, for sure. My doc told me it is pretty normal to have emotional reactions, I guess especially if trauma has happened. Good luck, and best wishes to you and
your husband.