Hesitant

[atilla]

Lol, Grizz, I think we have a conspiracy Bro. No shit.

 

[BaMuoiBa]

Welcome Pieces - you're among friends here pull up a chair or take a knee. You'll find plenty of guys on the forum who served in the sand box.

Some of old Nam Farts prefer the chair, if I take a knee and I'll never get up.

*My following deployment, I don't really care to say what I did or was a part of*

It's not about what you did Pieces, it's about what IT DID TO YOU. The Beast is patient as it has plenty of time. You may try to ignore it but it is relentless. The GOOD news (TA DA) is you have found what works - talking with another combat Vet.

Thats what we do here - lean on each other. The shit that goes through the heads of PTSD people can be at times both lethal and mind boggling. There is a ton of reading matter and videos to check out.

Ba

 

[Friday]

<<< Always ended up humping the 240golf & pod in, and then handing off. LeSigh. I think I'm still lopsided.

 

[Deleted member 43454]

I was fortunate it only sucked in the field. I hated being heavy mech but the perk was mounting the 240 in the gunner hatch. Even getting banged around in there standing all the time. I'd get second thoughts, but as soon as I was firing all that went away. :) Pure joy.
Then all of a sudden everybody wanted to take over the gun. Yea right. You wanna sleep all route then take my spot? No 145 just iron sights. I had one of those butterfly triggers for mine for about a month. It increased the fire rate a bit and just felt overall way more bad ass. But somebody told and it was taken away. Bummer.