Hi nursenurse, thank you for the encouragement, I am lucky to have my family's support, so I will keep on going forward.
My story is, I married this wonderful man 4 years ago, ad I really believed in him, but little by little I discovered that he lied to me about so many things, specially his online activity, we argued about this, and I thought he would change for the sake of our marriage, he suffers from PTSD, and I really have tried to understand his situation, but everytime that we had a problem he became more distant and more open about his online activity, which a couple of weeks ago became more open. He decided to subscribe to online single's sites, and I found out, still giving him the benefit of the doubt, yesterday, on facebook one of his profile's likes appeared and I saw it, confronted him and he denied the whole thing. He said it was not him, but I knew otherwise. So I said I'm done, grabbed some stuff and walked out.
Immediately after he blocked me from his Facebook account and hasn't made the effort to contact me. I don't think he ever cared about me. He said that his online activity makes him happy.