I choose a benydryl and not vodka for the first time in months. I wanted a clear mind to put a suggestion into practice.
The usual , nightmare minutes after falling asleep . Safenow had given me a tool and I used it all night long. Every time I had elevated heart rate, sweats, nightmare.. "The cat is on my feet. I feel the cat on my feet. " The nightmare would cease. Still, new ones manifested , yet I was able to shut them off. They increased in their severity, (strange and tenacious) and I continued to use the tool. "I feel the cat on my feet." At one point, and the nightmare content increased in severity (horror) , I prayed. "Thank you for this cat on my feet." Over and over, and was able to fall back to sleep. Interesting thing happened, the trigger revealed itself in the dreamtime.
I awoke this morning more clear minded that I have felt in a long, long time. Possibly years. I feel like I have permission to sleep again, and trust that I have some control over my dreamtime.
It is good not to wake up with my mouth feeling like I slept in kitty litter. :)