Lilac98
Policy Enforcement
I got told by an online counsellor from kooth that pinkie taking over is how I deal with past sexual abuse. But it stresses me out randomly feeling like I'm 5 and like I'm also still normal me and pinkie keeps popping out and wanting to act like a child and scribble in my journals when I don't want to make them messy. And I hate randomly feeling like an unsafe child and feeling really sad and helpless. I don't get how it's helping me deal with past abuse by feeling like pinkie keeps appearing in my head alongside me and keeps feeling things I don't want to feel and doing things I don't want to do but also do as pinkie cause I have both thoughts in my head at the same time.