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I'm going to the doctor to have my ICD checked and paced. Then, later, I'm taking my son out for his birthday dinner. Trying to keep the anxiety low. Not looking forward to the doctors visit. Has to be done though.
Today was a really great day. I accomplished so much today all day and I feel really happy about that. The girls had a t party today and that was fun as they got all dressed up. We are one step closer to getting the house we want to rent.
Everyone in the house is "off" maybe it is Mercury. I made a Dr. appointment today (first one in 2 years I think) and I'm going to ask him for a referral to get these screws out of my legs and see someone about these migraines.
My day was rearranged for me to rest and relax. I needed a break.
Anyone who knows me knows that I hate suspense and I am on pins and needles about getting a good house in a good location for rent. Trying to distract myself and keep my mind off of it. I will know by Monday sometime. I really hate suspense when I am so desperately needy. My issues from childhood.
So I am doing what I can to keep sane and not panic.
We went swimming today and I still smell like the chlorinated pool as there is only one wheelchair handicapped stall and someone who just wanted the extra space decided to take a long luxurious shower whilst twirling in the water. *grumble* Still, swimming was a dream come true, and we're coming closer to making this a habit. School has taken a bit longer today but it was worth it for time in the water. :) @gizmo good thoughts and wishes sent your way!