How's Your Day Been? Each Day is Different, So Make Your Mark Daily

[Changing4Best]

I went to a meeting at church and all was going well until I got distracted and then said something not in tune with what was going on in one of the meetings. Someone jumped down my throat and asked me why I said that and I said because I thought it was important and then that person said that was not what we were talking about, and I felt really bad. I am having such difficulty focusing on what is going on where I am. I think it is because of the meds they put me on in the hospital (I was just in there for an allergic reaction to Prednisone). I went into a super hyper manic, so they have me on bipolar meds to bring me down. Unfortunately they also cause brain fog! I am such a mess, and my heart is broken due to what that girl said to me.

 

[Britt.f7]

@SheilaKathy I'm really sorry you had to go through that. Really, at a church, they shouldn't be like that. At least in my opinion. So you had a brain slip. It happens to the best of us. That other person was out of line and rude. Try not to take what she said personally. Hang in there.

 

[Ronin]

If I ignore all the pain & instances of being rude I couldn't have reacted to other than by politeness, my day's been well.

 

[Changing4Best]

I agree @Britt.f7 that this is not a thing that should have happened at church (or anywhere, really!). I remember feeling that this person did not like me about a year ago. I spoke to the pastor about it then, and she did not think that it was anything personal. I thought the person was a snob and rich and stuck-up, but she said that the person had been a school teacher and was not wealthy to her knowledge. I guess this person is just this way, at least toward me. I have not noticed her being this way to others though. I guess there is always one in every crowd. A rotten apple, that can spoil other apples around it, if it is not removed from the barrel. Too bad I have to put up with her though. I cannot throw her out as I would like to!

 

[Heather]

@SheilaKathy read your above post.... People can be so nasty and it leaves one feelings shaken up and just plain bad. I'm sorry you had that experience.

My therapist talks a lot about wearing a Teflon coat of armor. Might try visualizing it....may help?

 

[DavidCarpenter]

Everything went right hope fully....

 

[Marie E.]

It has been a lazy day.

 

[Changing4Best]

I woke up at 2:15AM. I could not go back to sleep, so I got up. I planned this neat trip to take a riverboat cruise on a Mississippi River Boat cruise from Memphis. I don't have the money for it and I may never go on it, but it was fun and cheerful to think about anyway! I read an article once in Reader's Digest that said even if you just plan a trip and never even get to go on it or never even plan on going on it, it will cheer you up just to think about it, so I did this not believing I would ever be able to do it, but then I got to thinking, What if I just saved a little money up each month? Might I be able to do this a few years from now? The possibility really did cheer me up and it sure made waking up so early a worthwhile thing after all instead of a disaster! And I even got a chance to say my morning prayers and read my Bible to boot.

 

[Britt.f7]

I am so sick today. It is my illness acting up. I guess I overdid it yesterday. I cancelled my pt and had my eldest son pick up my dog from the groomer. I have to go to my son's orchestra concert. He said he wanted me there, and he does not ask for much, and does a lot. My youngest. It's his last year as he is a senior. So I am lying low and drinking a lot of gatorade. Feel worse when I stand. Hoping it goes away, but it may not in time for the concert. Still I'll go. Bringing fluids.

 

[Changing4Best]

I thought there was a problem with the number of pills I'd taken of one of my meds and the number that were left. I called the pharmacy and they said it is time to be refilled. I was SOOOOooo... relieved! I will be picking it up in an hour or so. I could not imagine being without it, how awful that would have been.

 

[Deleted member 28403]

f*cked up, breakup in 2 hours

 

[Britt.f7]

I have a GI appointment this morning for the GERD. I'm bringing along my genetic results pertaining to my bowel health. Hopefully it will be helpful. I also have PT today. I am doing so much better health wise than yesterday! woohoo!