How's Your Day Been? Each Day is Different, So Make Your Mark Daily

[winterose]

Now that is what I call breaking it down in process. Well done, Ms Spock. Many of what you shared is a good reminder when we are struggling, to keep pounding at the door and keep fighting to go through it then around it. This correlated with something I had to break down this morning as I went through some stuff. You put it so eloquently. Thanks for sharing this. Hang in there.

 

[Deleted member 28403]

Been mainly depressed and exhausted from being alive for the past few days..

 

[Britt.f7]

Today I have a Cardiology appointment. It is just a follow up, so I am not worried. I'm sure things have not changed in a year. I asked my son to drive with me. This was kind of hard for me to do. However, I do not usually drive far distances after being stuck out in places due to my health. My husband normally takes me but had a scheduling conflict. I'm sure I can do it, it is more for peace of mind that he is with. I'm glad he said yes.

 

[RavenGirl]

Today I have a Cardiology appointment

Sending positive vibes your way! ;):tup:

 

[Ronin]

Echoing that wish, Britt.

 

[Deleted member 28403]

Hopefully it goes well Britt :)


My day up to now has mainly been bad feeling in stomach and anxiety.

 

[Britt.f7]

Thank you everyone! It went well!

Got in a fight with my sister. Trying to keep it together. She fights like my mom and the fight is done when she decides it is. What you have to say doesn't matter, it is kaput. Well I held my own and told her a few things via facebook messaging. That is how it started. She hasn't read it. She will be angry again once she does, because I did not back down. My feelings matter too. I hate fighting, but I am not going to back down just because she gets to be a bully when she is angry.

 

[Deleted member 28403]

Just interesting how once you go through trauma, suddenly you are somehow sensing such people, and finding them...

 

[goingonhope]

Today's turned out most difficult and I'm struggling a great deal to cope and every time I attempt to get on this computer. It's just not possible as family is constantly interrupting. I wouldn't mind if I didn't feel so desperate.

 

[Britt.f7]

Well my resting heart rate was 96 while anticipating what my sister wrote me, as we have been fighting. Sure enough it was bad. So I fought back. I tried to make up with her, but she continued to fight. Had my pt, got a little aggression out then, but I was wiped. Between fighting with her and fighting with my son, I was not doing well physically. Just beat. I am not a fighter. So she said some mean things, and I said mean things back. Finally I just told her I loved her just as I did before this whole mess started, and that she would always be my little sister. She said, yep, I love you too. Eventually we started talking again. Relieved.
My son is fighting with me because he feels I am not doing enough physically. He is 20 and knows it all. We had a real doozy of an argument. This is while my sister and I were arguing. I think we are calmed down now. I realize he just worries about me, but we need to do this getting better on my schedule. It is going to take time. I am working on it.
I am utterly exhausted, emotionally and physically. I did have some real bad thoughts for a while. Thankfully they have gone away. My go to spot, when things are bad. I had IV therapy the other day, in the midst of all of this. It is suppose to help me feel better, unfortunately it had to work with the stress my body is feeling, and that is not going well. Hopefully it will help now that things are getting better. I'm just wiped.

 

[RavenGirl]

@Britt.f7 , WOW! very stressful, but Sounds like things have settled down now. I'm Glad you are doing some things to help yourself heal. Yes. It will take longer to get the benefits, but you are worth it! Keep remembering to take care of yourself. :tup:;):hug:

 

[Britt.f7]

@RavenGirl Thank you so much for your care, thoughts, and support. I still feel a little fragile. I'm sure I will feel better after I get some rest. I really appreciate you! :hug: