was quite the day. Not sure where my day started and last night ended. I didn't sleep until 1Pm today and then only for four hours. Dealing with stupid hacker. Handled it well though. I'm rather proud of myself. I didn't lose my mind over it. LOL at this point, I think I'm just rather sick of being violated, this was just more crap of this crappy world. Too tired to get pissy about it. Got really annoyed with the ton of phone calls Im' getting.. I swear if I get one more idiot on the phone that tells me how and when to sleep I will hit someone. I'm sick of these do-gooders, with no clue of PTSD, that are telling me how to run my life. They can go to hell for all I care. Spoke to my eldest about possibly moving out of this area for therapy purposes. He doesn't look too impressed. My attitude is that Matt and I need to be healthy, if he doesn't want to come then he can live at his grandparents. Kinda crappy attitude, but I'm fed up with the state im in. Finally pulled myself out of pj's today, had a shower and got dressed. Even put gas in the truck, got smokes and paid a bit of bills. Not bad for me. I am exhausted again though. Doesn't take much. Thinking of playing a video game for ahwile and seeing if I can sleep later. That was my day. ooooh exciting eh? (not)
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