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How's Your Day Been? Each Day is Different, So Make Your Mark Daily

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happy birthday Nam.

Well, I'm still here, still okay. Just haven't been up to posting much.

Weather is crapping me off. Has rained almost a week straight. I hate being cooped up all the time. Feel like I'm going mental (why do I have the compulsive urge to add an er to that?)
 
Aw, hope, that sounds like a migraine to me. I'm sorry you have to go through that. Constant pain and nausea is insult to injury. I hope you feel better soon.
 
hope, try to relax, take a nap, take something for your headache, do something good for yourself. i can't really help you myself, but i am praying for you.
cathy
 
was quite the day. Not sure where my day started and last night ended. I didn't sleep until 1Pm today and then only for four hours. Dealing with stupid hacker. Handled it well though. I'm rather proud of myself. I didn't lose my mind over it. LOL at this point, I think I'm just rather sick of being violated, this was just more crap of this crappy world. Too tired to get pissy about it. Got really annoyed with the ton of phone calls Im' getting.. I swear if I get one more idiot on the phone that tells me how and when to sleep I will hit someone. I'm sick of these do-gooders, with no clue of PTSD, that are telling me how to run my life. They can go to hell for all I care. Spoke to my eldest about possibly moving out of this area for therapy purposes. He doesn't look too impressed. My attitude is that Matt and I need to be healthy, if he doesn't want to come then he can live at his grandparents. Kinda crappy attitude, but I'm fed up with the state im in. Finally pulled myself out of pj's today, had a shower and got dressed. Even put gas in the truck, got smokes and paid a bit of bills. Not bad for me. I am exhausted again though. Doesn't take much. Thinking of playing a video game for ahwile and seeing if I can sleep later. That was my day. ooooh exciting eh? (not)

bec
 
I know a move did me a whole world of good getting away from triggers and unwelcome and unneeded stress. My teen was not impressed at all until we moved. Now he is very happy.

Never made it out of PJs today. Did bathe and get a fresh set on :) Cooked this AM but hubs wanted to stew chili so I did not have to cook tonight. Just no energy today. Oh well...

Also, my eldest "rescued" a bird from a cat's mouth. I am not pleased but it is the same type of bird I saw and thought was cute when I got here, we did not have these at home and no clue what it is (little thing). Injuries are very minor but since it was the wing and feathers are jacked up I am unsure how long until it can fly again. May have to wait for a molt. I still cannot believe hubs said he could bring it home. But now I am caring for it and have plenty of experience with injured birds. Considering what I have in a parrot cage in my room I could not come up with a good excuse as to why it should be given back to the cats. Told him he is buying a cage for it and needed supplies and when it was flight worthy it goes back out. I know I left the farm behind but it feels like it is happening in each room of this house. It is bugging me as much as I love animals. Maybe it is the damn cat. How frigging long do they howl??? She took a break for a couple days and I thought it was over but she is right back to being even louder now.
 
Feelign freakin' fabulous today...well, right now anyway...Oh can this day get any better? Great to see my friends today, haven't REALLY seen them in ages...hahaha
 
Seem to have hit a bit of bad luck. All the kids plus my hubs and I are sick. Got stuck in the freakin snow on friday. Managed to plant a tree between my rear tire and the rear fender just before having to get the oldest from school. Had to have my neighbor run down to the store with a note to call my husb. at work for help. Not good but I have been in worse situatiuons. Had to break down and insulate the underside of the house. Just couldn't put it off any longer. Water keep[s freezing which is a pisser but my husb. finally got that worked out. Then he called me at moms this morning and he hit a deer on the way to work this morning. Didn't do alot of damage but enough. Got to keep the deer. Told him I would try to keep out of the giggly trees today.
 
Have been drinking each morning before work - like half a beer or a half glass of wine. I now it is wearing me down, but I keep doing it. And still taking my meds. Smart, real smart.

I am finally full-time and look forward to my first "real" paycheck!
 
Well, so far so good! I had actual sleep last night.. around five hours! Whoohoo! So I just unplugged my phones (left the answering machine on but turned down so I can't hear it) and am going to relax and/or nap today. I just realized today is the first time I haven't been worrying about anything! Not a care today. It feels really good. I forgot what that felt like! So here is to a worry-free day!:occasion:

bec
 
Tomarrow I am going to the pain clinic :)
I'm so excited, I've been waiting 8 months to get an appointment, and finally it's happening!

My hopes are so high... in my mind this is my last hope.

Nose still hurts (cannot wait for it to be pickable again! lol)
but the surgery pain isn't even that bad because I know it will eventually stop hurting so much. Its the knowledge that the pain isn't forever that gives you the strength to deal with it.
 
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