How's Your Day Been? Each Day is Different, So Make Your Mark Daily

[FlyLadyFan]

My day is really going poorly, in almost every way. Again. Sorry to not elaborate, just wanted to make the bare public statement. Thanks.

FLF

 

[Marlene]

Last night I went to fencing class-hardest part (like always) was just getting my butt out the door. I went into my first match and when I put on my mask, I felt my anxiety level go way up (never happened before) and I felt like 'Great...I might as well go home now.' Then the phrase 'fight or flight' came into my mind and I figured what the hell, I've already got the foil in my hand, I might as well fight. So I fought and used all that extra energy flowing through my veins and had, actually, one of the best nights fencing yet.

Getting up this morning, my body reminded me that I wasn't 20 anymore and all of the extra effort I put out last night would have to be paid for. Thank goodness for hot showers!!! But I actually had a much better day, anxiety wise, than I've had all week.

I'm definately going to be looking into this a lot more. :biggrin:

 

[Deleted member 93]

My day sucked in every way. Up all night last night as my teen daughter called to give me a laundry list of crap I would strongly disapprove of that her dad lets her do. I acted like it was just fine so not let her think she was accomplishing her goal of piss off mom. But boy did it. I was up all night. My panic attacks have gone off the deep end and I got sick. So now hubs and I are thinking maybe once a week talking at the most. And on a friday so I can crash on the weekend. My xanax dose went way up compared to my normal tiny amout addiction commands. But still not as high as my other dosings the docs had me on. I actually have been taking what the doc wants me on daily today to not fall out with the toddler home alone with me. Hubs being a sweetie like he can be siad not to beat myself up about it or the dirty house for the same reasons I tell others to do the same. "You will only make yourslef worse" just take it at face value and see I did too much stress. Funny how you forget your own advice when you go down. Ugh... I still feel like I am going to puke and the doses I have taken have just kept things barely managable.

She turned me inside out purposely triggering me to force the move she wanted to her dad so why does the little shit have to call me and do it still? She knew these things were going to upset me and that was the point. She has told me basically everything a teen can possibly pull *except* hey mom I am pregs and smoking dope... Which at her rate I hope neither of those two happen.

Then I popped my neck twisting it but instead of a normal pop it sounded more like bubble wrap and I could feel it in my muscle I screwed up last week. I am so tired. So cranky. Sore and just yuck.

Bad thing is I have to call her again so it should be "fun" as her toenail is ingrown and she had to go get fixed at the doc, she said they were lancing it. Feel for her, but I am really torn at being mom and trashing myself and being selfish and taking care of me, at least it is the weekend.

 

[GR-ass]

Hey Cass

Hope you are having a good day.

If you do get a chance to show Luke around the forum & he does want to ask any questions tell him to pop over to the spouse section. I promise I'll be nice!

Hey I think it's great that you want to share this with him. I know that I have learnt heaps since I've been here!

Hugs to you!

LOL
I'm going to show him around hopefully tonight.

Snuggs tight, please, oplease don't scare him off LMAO although, he does seem pretty bmb proof :dontknow:

Got convinced by a friend to have a girls night, go into town for dinner then a couple of drinks.
To put it mildly, I freaked out. I was fine till there were more and more people getting there. Sad part was, my friend was only making me more anxious. It was actually a girl I met that night, one of my friends other friends, that got me to calm a little. We went for a walk down the beach while my friend was off being a party girl.
I was a mess, don't think drinking helped. I mean I was fine as I was drinking, it was as soon as I started sobering up that everything was overwhelming.

Cass has decided no more alcahol for her.:hit-boss: Really isn't worth it, and I am not prepared to spend the rest of my life drunk.

Gacks and snuggs everyone tight.

 

[YoungAndAngry]

Had the mother of all migraines today.
Sure teaches me a lesson for not putting in the mouthguard last night!!!

Hot flashes... it's been a weird day.

 

[cookie]

it's only 10 am. but this day promises to be one spent in bed, lol. managed to stay in bed all night, but didn't sleep much, if any. now i am about to go to sleep at the comp. i think i will take a little pre-noon nap! i dont know why every sat, i stay in bed most of the day, whether i take a sleeping pill on fri, night or not.
cathy

 

[Marlene]

Cookie,

Saturday seems to be the day that I go into 'slug' mode, too. I really think it's because all week long you're fighting hard to get through the day, keep it together, etc. and then Saturday comes along and all that tiredness you've worked so hard to keep at bay comes to the surface. I'm lucky if I get out of my pj's some Saturdays.

 

[YoungAndAngry]

Heehee, I'm lucky to get out of my PJ's any day

 

[jade]

Same here Y&A, Even take son to school in jammies and slippers with a jacket of course so not to embarass son,LOL. Today hasn't been too bad kids are still sick. Oldest went to doc. this morning, sinus infection,double ear infection, and bronchitis. Youngest went yesterday and has a viral infection. Have her on Albuterol because every time she gets a virus her chest closes up. Questioning Asthma. Arianna (3yr.) is almost done with her antibotics for strep. Between the three of them I feel like a pharmasist. The thing that sucks the worst is our copay went up this year and it was 100.00 out of pocket to take the youngest to the Emergency room last night. Even the nurse and the registration people were shocked at the amount. We would be better off on the states insurance. Trying to get laundry done between comforting kids. Not sure I'll ever get caught up.

 

[GR-ass]

didn't show luke around. Just haven't had the energy.

 

[cookie]

i am late for church, it feels like i am setting myself up to be late everywhere, lol. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaakkkkkkkkkkk!

 

[goingonhope]

blah...blah...just plain ol' blah. :crazy-eye Confused and Numb. Attention span shot...it's gone someplace and hope it returns as I'm not sure what direction I'm heading in in any given moment. Must recover my ability to think straight as this is frightening. Will try to force myself beyond this confusion as I feel useless and ashamed in this state of mind.