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Grama-Herc
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Well, considering that my mystery trauma has finally surfaced for me to deal with after 40 years, I am figuring that after I recover from the shock and mental trauma of discovering I was gang raped, I won't be so tired.
I had become increasingly tired for a very, very long time. It was a slow process and now I know why. My mind and body were simply becoming exhausted keeping this secret inside. Granted, I've been sleeping a lot since the trauma showed itself but I think that is probably to be expected. I am also recovering from the intense pain that also showed up along with the memory.
I have so much to deal with right now, I am not concerned about my sleeping patterns now. I anticipated a normal pattern when this shock is over and I've gone through all the greiving and acceptnce processes.
I had become increasingly tired for a very, very long time. It was a slow process and now I know why. My mind and body were simply becoming exhausted keeping this secret inside. Granted, I've been sleeping a lot since the trauma showed itself but I think that is probably to be expected. I am also recovering from the intense pain that also showed up along with the memory.
I have so much to deal with right now, I am not concerned about my sleeping patterns now. I anticipated a normal pattern when this shock is over and I've gone through all the greiving and acceptnce processes.