I can really avoid anything that reminds me of the experience I had when I witness a horrible crime in the park. I recently was around something that reminded me of it that I tried to cope with because it was the reminder where happening in a club I really wanted to join. It was so distressing to be reminded of that experience that got so triggered I couldn't cope. So I left the club on bad terms with the leaders. I was avoiding the group that I was around when I witnessed a violent crime, a sexual assault. The police were not coming in to the park at the time. So I tried to tell people to leave for their own safety but someone did. Then a week later I did not see this part the man who sexual assaulted someone killed her and then himself. Since then I have asked member of that group to leave me alone I don't ever want to be around that. But members of that group have threatened physical harm to me and wished me luck not getting rapped. Sometime follow me around and were really mean to me about what happened. It is a police abolishing group. So some time pass then I tried to join this club and I really liked the club but I found out one of the leaders Juliette said that she was possiblely in that police abolishing group on social media. So I got really reminded of that truama and distressed. Now I still don't know if she is or isn't in that group I have all those problems with its a yes or a no either she is or she isn't. So now I am looking of clubs to join where I for sure cant see that group. But the only places I can think of where I would not see that group are in clubs I am not sure that I agree with completely.