I Can't Be Happy... It's Not Allowed.

[LittleBear]

Its 2:00 pm and I just woke up with a near full blown panic attack. Several generators over the last couple of days I had to remain calm about and now the anxiety has burst through. I am scared because I have no control over my life and can't protect the ones I love.

 

[freefloat]

I can relate. I had to stand by for almost 2 years while my son was abused and no one would do anything. live with the possibility of my son being abducted in a system that wouldn't respond in anyway. Some days i couldnt even take him to school as the fear was so strong. Now he is never more than a few feet away form me or with 1 of 2 people i trust. no way to live is it. I dont undersand why the laws can protect ones dvd player better than their child.

 

[LittleBear]

The laws are getting better regarding protecting children but they come with a double edged sword. I have seen too many times the "good" parent get in trouble while the other parent skates. I certainly can appreciate the constant anxiety you must be under because of your normal and natural concern for your child. I think many parents remain in a relaxed state of panic when their child is not under their immediate control. I'll wish for you hope and pray for you and your child, if you'd like, that you have peace with this soon.

LBear

 

[freefloat]

Yeah but when you have someone who thinks you child is better off dead than with you and tracks him down to his school, its hard to be relaxed. Where i live some custody orders arent enforced by the police. If she hrabs him they just go for donuts and Id have about a 1-2 years court battle to get him back. If they find her and if he lives through it. Thanks for that i could use the peace.

 

[LittleBear]

You're more than welcome for the prayers and I am sincerely hoping you have a successful resolution for you and your child about your difficulties.

LBear