Why are we going out of our way to help someone who admits that their doctor won't diagnose them with PTSD?
I get the feeling that Kristina just WANTS ptsd. Regardless, its pretty evident that she's disordered outside the scope of PTSD.
I see a pattern of extreme selfishness and self-centered thinking. This thread is all about you and you refuse to take anyone's advice. Your last thread was, too, where you painted your uncle as the big bad guy when what I saw was someone who cared about you but you refused to see it because it doesn't fit in with your world view that only paints yourself as a victim. Most people don't know this as they haven't seen your behavior in chat, but it screams of attention seeking. You started to talk about how you were *possibly* having a stroke, how you called a nurse who told you to get to the hospital within the hour, and then proceeded to manipulate those in chat by saying you didn't want to go by ambulance because you didn't like it for some reason. Everyone finally stopped chatting, at which point you had nobody to manipulate, so you posted that you were going to bed. A number of times now you have made posts on the forum and then went into chat and DEMANDED that everyone read your post. You then got mad when people didn't respond right away. You can try to argue these chat things, but the admins have the chat record (so they know I'm not making this stuff up) and there were a number of other people in chat at the time who could see this behavior.
Kristina, get yourself help. Maybe this forum isn't right for you because it is a place for people who want to heal. You seem to want to stay sick. I hope you can move out of this mindset, as its a shame to waste a life.
