I need help, i'm blocked inside - going off zoloft cold turkey

[Lilminks2]

You should always be able to get your medication. If your Psychiatrist is not in then they have one on call for emergencies like yours. Sometimes your pharmacy may give you a couple to get you through a couple of days.

 

[IthinkIcan]

I called my doctor yesterday and she wasnt in, but the receptionist said she would text her to refill my script? Well I was working, but I thought I called early enough.. There's no emergency line, and she never refilled it. Now I have to wait until Monday. It's been really hard at times... I take everything the wrong way lately.. And I just feel like I'm just an annoyance and no one really likes me... Like they can tell I'm acting weird and they're just judging me.. And my lips keep tingling on and off. And I walk to work because I can't drive my truck because it's illegal and driving is just too stressful now. And I keep having weird dreams just of people nonchalantly bringing up my past. I cry every day. And night. But I'm still somehow able to work my two jobs while feeling so weird and like I don't belong.. Everyone seems so happy and talkative, and it's getting harder and harder to pretend to be okay when I feel my 8 year old emotions emerging.. I feel like I'm rock sliding backwards... Like I made all of this progress, and I'm just failing myself.. I don't know. I guess I just don't deserve the time of day from anyone... Don't even know why I'm rambling here.. I'm sorry.

 

[Valo]

Is that an issue with money mostly? How much do you spend on your psychiatrist, insuranse, medicine per month? I am living in a small town in Europe, and I do not even have the option for a good psychiatrist in my home town, my financial situation does not give me many options. i want to find a good psychotherapist but this means that I would have to travel once or twice a week in a nearbie larger town, adding to the expences. What I am doing right now (with admitably good results) is reading a ton of online experiences in novel treatments, and self medicate with about 30-40 euros cost a month. I am also reading the forums for ideas for traditional medication as in my country you do not need a prescription to get a drug (antidepressant) from a pharmacy. Its not a good idea for most I guess to self medicate, but if I search a few hours for a specific drug, I ll probably know more from my psychiatrist that does not really care. I do not think he has read anything regarding his profession for years now.